She pulled up outside, I could see her gorgeous little face supporting these big aviator sunglasses, she looked like a celebrity, I got inside and chatted away, I had my sunglasses on also and kept looking at her body from the corner of my eye. She was amazing, gorgeous…I looked at the way her mouth shaped words and the way she flirted…I was absolutely solitary, it was just her and me in the world, I wouldn’t have noticed a bomb go off. I could not believe two things, one…how incredibly delicious she was, she was amazing, completely and utterly a dream and finally two…I could not believe she was interested in me. She had not been a customer of the Loft Lounge, so was not influenced by a rapport that I would have built with her, or by what people may have said, it seemed as though she completely liked me for me, she was interested in me…it was mind blowing but I was feeling most grateful sitting there in her car. She was girlie, feminine, sexual…I was completely and utterly encaptured, my eyes would focus on her skin, on her hair and her face, I was being drawn in, in the most sexual of ways…she was like soft caramel, half melted chocolate…she was delicate, and I needed to touch her in the most softest of ways. We pulled up at the Arcadian car park; the pressure was on her to park in a straight manner and not hit anything…haha!

We eventually made it to Poppy Reds and went inside; it was a beautiful day…the heat was quite intense…and the bars were busy. We walked up to the bar and Jodie ordered a coke I think??? I probably settled for an alcoholic one to calm my nerves. We decided to sit outside and on walking there, I joked about daring her to have a spin on the decks.

She moved so elegantly and distant…she was her own person, not someone who wanted me to like them; she was cool and collective, again, something of a dream. We went outside and found a table at the far end. I got a cigarette out and tried to be all alluring and sexual. I use cigarettes in an enticing way…I express with a cigarette. Jodie had been to the gym that morning and was starving so we decided on getting something to eat. I remember being really hot and worried that I didn’t look right and perhaps a little sun burnt from the day before’s debauchery in the sun. Throughout the conversations and questions, she seemed quite flirty; her eyes were expressive and wide. We ordered food and spoke some more. I was nervous and was hoping that the sun would reflect on my skin and make me look delicious. I wanted her to like me, she was divine, her hair, skin, she was beautifully presented and soft. Not just that, but her personality was fulfilling and her conversation was educated adequately, I could tell she was a clever girl.