Im a little more hesitant to express to others how i feel,

so please be patient I’m a mess, I need time for wounds to heal, 

my walls are standing, my guard is up full force,

I am my own knight in shining armor riding on a horse,

My heart is sealing itself, concealing itself in a cocoon,

time for healing, not revealing itself anytime soon, 

at this moment it’s riviving, 

and here I am still surviving, 

just trying to stay positive, and get through each day,

forget the negatives, and all the shit people have to say,

regrets is one thing I dont have, I made every decision,

even the ones that I shoulda looked back on with more revision,

I learnt my lessons, made my bed and slept in it, 

any promises I have made I assure you that I kept it,

not everyone I know, can say the same from them to me, 

but you learn who the liars are very quickly,

I’m learning more and more each day then I did before,

yeah certains windows close, they just open up more doors,

and I’ll keep on going till I’m dead and gone,

never knowing whats coming, but always learning right and wrong,

I’m just growing up, and seeing what the worlds about,

I don’t know everything,  but I’ll figure it out,

I’m making my way, I’ve made it this far,

I’ve got my battle wounds, and scars,

breaking away, aiming for stars,

always free, never behind bars,

I’m free at heart, and mind,

my soul has always been free,

that’s what’s made me, me.