You name it. (poetry) He’s sitting only seats away,
& I feel that burning pain,
He passes a glance back my way,
& I shatter, begin to shake,

I long to speak,
But no words come,
Utterly weak,
Im feeling numb,

After so long,
The pain still lives,
It feels so wrong,
This pain’s intense,

I thought I had built up a wall,
So when our eyes met,
I wouldnt fall…

I couldnt help but lay there & cry,
No emotion was there in his eyes,

Feeling so hurt i couldnt say a thing,
When really all i wanted to do was scream,
I’d call out your name & beg of you please,
Just listen to me before you leave,

Let me ask you a question or two,
I promise i wont take much of your time,
I just wanna talk everything through,
& Let you know how this isnt right,

I dont know where im going,
Or why I still care,
My feelings stay showing,
Tho for the sight of you I wasnt prepared,

I fell to my knee’s and tears filled my eyes,
Believing in truth instead of the lies,
No emotion shown in your face,
A smile not there was out of its place,

I’d love to see you happy,
At least once again,
I’d love to see you laughing,
& Be just your friend,

But obviously its over,
& what we had is no more,
I just wish I knew what I’m waitin for,

U’ve let go easily,
I wish to do the same,
But how do i do so,
Without all of this pain?