Payge knew she needed the one person that wasn’t around very badly,

for she needed to talk to whom she loved and missed so very much.

Please God would you send and angel to sit with me just for a night,

for my weary broken heart just needs some comfort at least for awhile.

****

I woke up to someone pushing my bangs from my sleep filled eyes,

dark blue eyes could not believe what I was seeing besides my bed.

The unbusy angel that God had sent me was my own beloved mother,

but mom had looked like I remembered her to be twenty years ago.

*****

Mom asked me why are your blue eyes brimming over with tears,

I taught you in life to be so much stronger then you currently are.

With a shaky voice I asked mom why did God send you to me,

my mom replied that I am the unbusy angel that knows you the

best.

****

Mother said to me that she knew my heart was badly shattered,

that her passing away like she did left a whole that is hard to fill.

But never fear my daughter I am never that far away from you,

all you have to do is think of me and I will be here for you again.

****

I was there when you finally let go of the man you really loved,

but you are now strong enough to cope with the pain of that

loss.

I knew that one day you would let go of William when you were

ready,

stay strong like I taught you and you will get through it just fine.

*****

I know from your thoughts that your sons baby has been born,

the long awaited firstborn grandson you wanted it seems forever.

But circumstances beyond your control ripped him from your arms,

but you can still love this grandson though you are not allowed to

be his grandma.

*****

You children isn’t doing right by you and they are in the wrong there,

I know that you have done your best to do right by them all your life.

Its time to let them go and do what they want its your time to live,

one day they may realize that they had a mother that did her best

and loved them.

*****

You have stayed with Orlando all these years through thick and thin,

but in reality it wasn’t the life that you dreamed about growing up.

But never give up on dreams because they do come true sometimes,

maybe in this relationship you may find the peace that eludes you.

*****

Life has dealt you many harsh blows and not all of them are good

at all,

but you have conquered the impossible and I am very proud of you.

You didn’t always listen to me when I wished that you would have ,

but now I realize that you heard me when you needed my wisdom

the most.

*****

Me and my angelic mother talked through the long dark summer

night,

she told me some about what heaven was like and that she is at

peace there.

But would I trade a minute of what i had on earth with whom I

loved in it,

with a smile she said if given a chance I would do it the same all

over again.

*****

But with a sad smile mom told me it was time for her to return

to heaven,

that she was glad we got to spend this time together and be

strong for her.

i love you daughter and misses you like you miss me still very

much,

someday when your time in life is done we can reunite and

be a family again.

****

As she vanished the sun was just beginning to come up for

the day,

my dark blue eyes were weary but my heart as light as a

feather.

I whispered I love you to mom and will someday walk in

heaven with you,

but for the moment has a life to live and needs your taught

strength to live it.

****

Before I shut my weary eyes I thanked God for sending the

perfect angel,

the one angel that loved and understood me better then

anyone else.

I knew I would pull the strength to get through the life

I was given,

with a sleepy smile positive my and my mothers talks

will happen again.