It was close to midnight –

Chirpping crickets sounds I heard.

During the darkest night ever.

Mixed emotions of excitement and fear.

It’s because my baby angel is coming.

I was awaken by  mesirable moaning,

Of my dearly beloved agonizing.

To the doctor rushed her for treatment.

Oh! God … You’ve taken her from me –

I can’t believed that you are dead —

I hold you so tight but tender…

Pressed your cold — cold hands–

And kissed you then, but — No..!!

You are pronounced dead … my dearly beloved.

Lord –if it’s then my fate —

Teach me to stand as a real man.

Bear this mesirable remembering.

Recalling that I and my beloved had shared so much.

The mistaken belief of never ending happiness.

Never comes to mind that everything has its ending.

And all are Yours my God…..

The only thing I pray for You -

God…! please takecare of my dearest beloved;

And my dearest angel in Your care.

The most difficult day had come–

Beside the caskets … I was so confused.

With tears stopless fallen–

Emptiness and a choocking loneliness.

I wept because you’ve left me dear…

If only I could join you there.

Sleeping on my arms together, if I could only—

Bring back your life and baby angel for me…

Perhaps God’s loved you and baby angel, so much than I….

So, HE had taken you both far away from me.

Days go on so gloomy and hard to believe.

I have to send you both into your lonely grave.

The most difficult moment of the last parting.

I don’t know if I have to live again–

Or take my life together with you …

Fresh flowers I bring —

You couldn’t hear me crying– sobbing,

Longing for your presence and tender cares.

I can do nothing… but face life’s reality.

Without pretend….. without complain.

Lord — intrusting to you my dearest ones.

Please — bind our family again –

In your Heavenly Kingdom someday…

I submit with all humility–

For Your will –Oh! Lord –be done.