A light beneath the shadows

     I feel my resolve weakens from all experiences I’ve undergone. I stay in the dark now in order for me to avoid people from coming out from nowhere. I can now see things others can’t. I can now hear everything!

       Spit the words out from it, utter what you see and feel because I am the favorable unlucky and you might be next. No worries because it won’t hurt, it will just haunt you for the rest of your remaining years. So stay salient all the time in order not to be provoked.

       Heat penetrates all of a sudden as I entered the world of sadness with fear. So warm but yet cold flame is gushing outside my skin. How can this be? How can this be happening? I heard a voice saying “only love can cure all of this”.