i dont understand y i have to watch everyone in silence

while they enjoy everything ill never have

i watch everyone be acepted by others

and get to have great friends

but no one seems to think

i should have a friend

they treat me like i dont belong

and i dont know if anyone could ever find

a where i could belong

i just want the pain to end

y is that so hard to make happen?

i just want to belong

i dont like being alone

i just say i do because

i know no one wants me around

i try to pretend everything is fine

but i know its a lie

sometimes i wonder if anyone can care

but anymore

it seems impossible

they might think they know me

but they dont

ive never had any luck

but maybe ill get lucky and die