If I was anyone else, I could get closer to you.

No one else but you.

You want anyone else but me.

I wish I was the girl you loved.

Could you even care?

No matter what I put myself through,

I’ll never be beautiful enough for you.

Ugly filth always me

outcast of society.

They don’t like variety

Borderline soberity

Pitying parties offer charity

I need love.

Everything I’m not I’d have to be.

I can’t pretend and they can’t comprehend why I’m not

Normal.

Hard to be around people conspiring

like I’m some disease.

I get tired of trying to please.

Insults bring me to my knees.

So alone I stay

its not ok

there is no other way.