I have no thoughts

or feelings

For I,

feel nothing.

A black hole,

has replaced my heart.

A void fills,

my soul.

I give,

All of my good energy away.

Smiling as I fake it,

Through another day.

I begin to anticipate the nights,

When the smile,

becomes real.

And euphoria is all,

I can feel.

I have become,

a creature of the night.

If only to ride this high