I see lights in the darkness
Having no idea if my eyes are open
Staring at the mirror talking to myself
But cant respond
I’m I mad or is it the acid I dropped
Talking to my mom she can’t tell
I guess I look saner than I am
The music takes me to new places
I’m not scared if my thoughts kill me
Never had so much fun
But the time doesnt go by
Freaking out only been an hour
Eleven more to go so Iv been told
In a room all alone
Never felt more sane but I can’t think anymore
The voices in my head became silent
Even they have nothing left to say
All I have Is this guitar
So for now I’ll play until my fingers bleed
The blood drips down but it’s not red
Cant believe my eyes
Makes me go blind
People voices are dying
But the time keeps going by
I must still be alive
Lay on the bed go on another trip
Once I wake
I ask myself why did I wait
Why was I scared
The voices agree we must do this again.