Once again,

A life comes in, a life leaves us,

within seconds…..

Sad, happy, shamed, hopeless, scared……….

For my cousin Karen, my sis, may God stay by your side and the babies too,  in this trying time…..

Im sooooo sorry I haven’t been there for you….   I  have not been a very good cousin or sister to you…………   I heard today, I ………………..     

I cry for your loss and want you in my life again, i miss the kids, I’ve just been soooo scared……..     

I am always here,

I will always be here……….