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Words don’t come easily for me and you know this,

what I want to tell you usually comes out backwards.

But inside my head I can see them perfectly formed,

so why is it that they arent when I go to speak them?

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How come I cant find the correct words to say to you?

The magical words that you long for me to eagerly say.

I can write sonnet after sonnet about my only beloved,

he likes them but still wants me to say the missing words.

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I can show him very well with my supple body I am aware,

our passion we have at night is much  like the fourth of July.

He sparks an endless supply of passion in my hungry soul,

his kiss and touch sends up fireworks that is out of control.

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I know he loves me because he has told me when he can,

his dark brown eyes has also said it when we are together.

I tell him I love him very much to and he is all I ever wanted,

but its sometimes hard to show or does he even believe me?

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I can stand by his side when the whole world is against him,

stand tall and proudly proclaiming that he is still my beloved.

Cater to his wants and needs he has and not bear a grudge,

realizing that he is my royal king and I am his beloved queen.

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But at times all of the above plus some is a very difficult task,

deep down inside I am very aware of what my beloved wants.

But do I have inside of me what it takes to give it to my love?

I believe I do but doesn’t know if I will succeed or fail him again.

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So all I can do is say I LOVE YOU to the king that has my heart,

I may not be perfect but how I feel about you now is true blue.

You have held out your dark hand out and asked me to take it,

a second chance to be your queen and help rule your kingdom.

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Without hesitation I place my polished fingers in your hand,

my blue eyes and  smile say yes then I do with a happy heart.

Our road to love and happiness may not always be smooth,

but the road that is traveled by two people in love is worth it.

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And it all started just by a queen saying yes to her beloved king.