A poem reflecting upon a serious health problem I experienced some time ago and how I look back at the event today…

I remember going to work on that fateful day

A beautiful Autumn morn

The leaves were turning

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bright crimson and gold

The air was so brisk and clean

I was 38 year of age

I felt so much alive and was happy to be alive

On that beautiful morn…

But I did not know what was awaiting me

On that fateful day

That would change my life forever

It was the Sixteenth of October in 1992

It was a Friday, the end of the week

17 years have passed since but I remember it so vividly

‘Twas like yesterday…

Shortly before the end-of-workday I fell upon the floor

I could not get up without assistance

A piece of me was missing

My whole left side was gone

Where did it go?

I did not know…

My brain didn’t realize I even had a left side

Or what a left side was

I overheard the Paramedics on their radio

“We have a 38-year-old male with left-sided paralysis”

Those words are forever etched into my brain

I thought to myself

Who can that be?

Certainly no one I know

Not realizing that it was me

As I waved goodbye to my co-workers

I told them that I’d see them on Monday

Not realizing Monday would be “that Monday”

But rather a Monday months ahead in the future

My sense of humor was with me that day

My guardian angel kept prodding me

Telling me it was Ok

I told the driver I’d give him five dollars to blow the siren

Of the ambulance in I was riding

It was my first time but certainly not to be my last

It was truly an adventure and how I was so excited…

The angel kept me going…

I needed him it or I most certainly would have gone crazy

Knowing the severity of what was happening…

To Me

At the ER I had looked down upon my lap

I had no left hand!

Where did it go?

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  • Cheryl Sills on May 17, 2009

    What a wonderful story of fear,courage, acceptance, love and thankfulness. It is wonderful that you are sharing your story, to help others, Ray. You are a caring, loving and giving person.Your story may help save someone’s life.
    Yes, you have been given a wonderful gift. The gift of life and a second chance. Your are blessed and a blessing. I am sure this was not easy to write, you did so with great success. You are just perfect the way you are.

  • Kimber777 on May 17, 2009

    Traumatic experience you have encountered…I’m greatful of your friendship and happy you never gave-up hope!! Great detailed writing:)

  • kate smedley on May 20, 2009

    That’s an awful experience Ray, thank you for sharing it with us, Cheryl’s comment says it all, thank you for being a lovely friend.

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