Not being able to bear anymore pain

I take this knife and cut the vein

Watching as my parents go insane

Both now living in a world of vain

Wishing they could of stopped me

But knowing i was wanting to leave

Soaring to the heavens above making my final flee

Thinking about what my life could of been but will never be

Closing my eyes for the final time

Not meaning to commit the crime

But Now im paying my dues and doing the time

My life flashed by me like i stopped on a dime.