Life in an instant, and then there were none.   

He makes me hide, 

he avoids my touch,

desecrates my soul, 

and fills my heart with fear…………

I turn around, he changes,

like the monsters at my door..

The demons in my mind play tricks with me, “want not, have not”…   for you are not deserving..       

I pour my tears upon the floor, lay my head on the bed, and think for days what it might have been like, could have been like, 

if only i had stayed, if only i weren’t away,,   

I would do it all over again.