God of love and strength
Please give me the wisdom and courage
To describe this angelic superhero of mine
I understand that it is difficult to
Explain how amazing she is
But I want to have the opportunity to let everyone know
My inspiration in my life…
She fights hand in hand spiritually with her significant other
Also described as my father
During blackouts and abuse,
My angel protects me from all force
This is someone I could not replace if I had to
She fights with my father in his sleep
To let him no that his wrong-doing is going to end soon
“Slap!!!” one across the face… my angel emerge for above to take the pains I endure
Back to bed… she tells me everything is going to be alright
“Don’t cry my child, I am always going to be here for you no matter what”
She feels my heart with strength and prayer
It’s morning now; he’s upset because I haven’t cleaned up
Dang, now my head hurts, he really did it this time
I see lights from the heavens it’s her again
Why does she come to my rescue without being upset?
Does she even have emotions? Can she feel?
She can see my cries and feels my fear
I don’t want her to have to deal with this much longer…
Shoot!! He’s up for good this time; I have to act perfect now…
Well perfect is just not good enough
He makes me start my menstrual all over again
Cramps, backaches, chest pains
Why are you doing this to me!!??
“My child you need to be patient it’s going to get better real soon just hold on”
My angel spiritually puts her hand on my head
And strokes her soft mother-like touch through my hair
I lay there and jus cry…what is going on with me?
“Life” she says in a whispering voice
She continues stroking my hair and I fall asleep
Another night in fear…
I wake up with the sun shining on my face
She leaves a note under my pillow it reads:
” My child, there is absolutely nothing you can’t fight,
I have given you every piece of strength in my body so you will have my heart
Whenever you feel like you have lost yours
I come, not out of pity, but because I love you so dearly
God and I are working real hard to help you finally have peace,
Don’t you ever think that I hate coming to comfort you,
You are my child on earth and in spirit,
And despite of what your father have done to you
You are stronger and wiser than ever,
Take this note and hold on to it tight, just so you can reassure yourself
I love you baby, see you tonight.”
Yes, I shed a tear but it’s not out of fear it’s out of joy
My one personal miracle… uh oh… I hear him
I turn over to play make believe
I know he doesn’t like it, but that’s the only way I can slide past him
My door is shut; he has left
Throughout the day I keep myself busy so I can see her later on
But tonight is very different…
He isn’t asleep yet, I wonder why?
I hear him calling my name
Awww man, what have I done now?
Accusations is one thing that keeps me hurt
I’m on the couch thinking how am I going to cover this one up…
The light shines