Anger, rage, madness.

      He promised never to leave.

      Still he did, left me alone and afraid.

      He has no color he is full of dark shades.

      Promises broken, and never saved

      My heart aches, and bleeds with pain.

      While he is not even remotely ashamed.

      The days are mixed with hellish nightmares

      And my dreams are smashed into intolerable commotion

      Never did I do this on my own.

      Three children, no father, only I alone

      Money, greed, self centered, actions

      What the hell caused this reaction.

      Whatever it is I most go forth

      And run away from the jokers court.