Another night without sleep crying for my love, hurting for her. My insides tearing apart. My chest feeling like you set off a bomb when you said those words to me. I wonder if you’ve died or hurt the way I do for even a moment I want you to feel the pain in side my heart and soul just once to understand how I feel I want you to know how it feels when I crawl back to you cause there Is not one thing I’ve done on this earth more painful. So I now go through hell for you my dear and I can’t explain the horrors that lay beyond hells gates as they are far from what we are told, but a hundred times worse and that still says nothing of the horror I’ve come to meet. This hell I’m in brought on by love, love to the extent of feeling heavenly or godly like I’m in paradise. This love brings me to hell as that’s what I must go through to spend eternity with your beautiful soul. Every second I spend in this pain is worth it for when I reach one hand out of here and you pull me out i will then enter your heart once more and we would find the paradise that mankind lost long ago we would find true love that outlasts Time. we will be together in our own paradise known as our hearts.