I ask of you the questions in faith as I’m solely on the look out for true fate?
Where could I shout out these feelings so that I would know that they would be kept a secret and so safe?
I’m so confused about the questions of what if she love’s me or if she love’s me not?
Hour’s go past and I know that the death angel will be waiting on me to die, standing next to the statue of my grandfather clock?
I love her but she burns me up in those flames with those harsh statements that nobody can control her because she’s a grown woman?
Thy sensations are weak for her but I still have the coldest shoulder of lost forbidden man.
When will she love me the way that I love her, It’s like I came back to her just to be a real husband for her but she only loves thy heart as if thy were her lost brother?
She tends to only see me like I’m a child and she’s the very grown up loving and caring mother?
I feel like she’s getting ready to leave me all over again and I will finally be?
Stuck in the middle of a lost planet by myself still blinded of a soul because I’m dumb founded and still inside a brief lonely?
How can a blind man look in the lost and found only to find mix and matched feelings for a lost abandoned soul?
To complete his heart honest and be living in the heart’s of so many more people that are fruitful?
It feels like my end is coming earlier than I had ever expected.
So she holds every wild card against me as trump cards to the suit in my life of spades so why should I choose to loose the game of life against her I’m so morbidly neglected?
A meaningful life but despite my hard earned wisdom I loose thy will to live and survive as well as loosing thy name on these formal papers?
As I find out more heart ridden disaster’s looking throughout the wasteland’s looking, asking god for real…

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