Do you believe in hidden messages shown subtle as;
a song playing in certain,” perfect unison”
along a jester of words spoken?!?

I would have said, “hell NO”… at a past time.
As most would in doubt filled mind states.
People fear “unknown”..
Fear what “lies” ahead…
On life’s so-called “paved” road we all walk on.
 
I stand in a state of “insensitive” mind frame.
Not instance, of no thinking about:
Reaction,
Feelers bruised by actions..

In sense of me no longer needing:
Mental justification for premeditated thoughts…

My HEARt has “ache” from past actions by me and thought needed figures.
Those “aches” no longer cripple.
Now healing in silence(shhhh),
Not dwelling on the instances can’t change,
Now “out of my control”.

My SOUL I hold no “fear”,
That my sands have been dwindling..
I don’t “fear” the moment…
The last grain falls!
Won’t be my doom,
Instead next level of evolving passing, is me..
“Ready” is what feel most.
Not numb as a hole,
Detached from my shell, YES..
Mind that tries to stifle,YES!
Imprison me w mind made binds?
ALl false sensed security to earthly realm?!
Pieces… NO!

Note: “NOT”- suicidal in meaning!
Is this written by me!
Today was filled with a moment of subtle signs.
I believe, were displayed in..
“True Honesty” for me to…
Know in and out of who I am,
Its coming to an END..

Words of “worry”,
“Relief” brought by mine in return response fashion…
Followed by a shower where I thought of the next level.
Ending with:
2 songs that hold great meaning to me, “Singing Out”..
2 songs previously shared by me in poetry.
Portrayals of my sand ending..
Shedding light of “bliss” conclusion…
On my Father and Prima’s “Mind Frame” of…
Impeding “sorrow”,
“fear” for  ME.

All this, isn’t altered mind ranting or emo woe is me poetry writing for a look at me response. All this, is “truth” in its best form…
One displayed by “metaphor painter” for..
Me and only I,  shared for self to read later moments as well..

All to remind of the moment.
All felt, “No fear” or confusion.
ALl made, “calm sense” of Clarity and Bliss “instilled”,
ALl by the “perfect display” a higher force then I..
“Great” purpose for me ,
In subtle form allowed glimpse of realm not our own..