In a rainfall days

Annoyance fills me up

Present was an imperfect setup

Where i longing to exclude

I decided to walk alone

And watching him running away from me

And as i crossed th road

It’s him I’m still thinking

Tears are falling from my eyes

But I just keep it deep within me

I experience pain and loss of hope

And all i know that it’s strength became my weakness

While I started to recover myself

I saw different people staring at my absence

I wanted to fall down on the ground

But its the ground pushing me to stand up and walk off from my qualms

I started to struggle in sting

And tthe sky is mourning with my melancholy

All i want to do is scream and shout

But myself depriving me to do so

And as i go back at my domicile

i saw people walk away from me

Just like they don’t mind my existence

I feel only that God and I are the only one who exists

Its i battling with myself

I wanted to call him through phone to tell him what i really feel

But my thoughts are telling me

“Hey, are you numb, of what you feel?”

I feel mislaid, lost in the battlefield

Love is what i want

And now i lost it with the person , whom i reallly think about

Now, i can go and pull through my life..