Because of you
I have learned to live with fear,
a fear that has haunted me ever since
I can remember.

I have had a struggle
trusting you like a good girl
loves her father.
It has been so hard to love you.

I am like a plastic doll only
showing happiness on the outside
but on the inside I am filled with
a dark, deep sadness that only
makes me sick with fever everytime
your horrible presence is near me.

Because of you
I feel as if I have no one to
trust anymore,
no one to hold on to.
The ropes of our sacred relationship
have torn me and you to pieces
in pieces that will forever be apart
never to bind us together.