Being without you is the most painful thing in my life…

Your absence is gnawing at my heart, eating it away…

The fact you aren’t there anymore is a fate worse than death itself…

No matter how hard or how loud I scream your name,

All that returns is my pained echo.

Will our hearts ever heal?

Will our souls become one again?

Will we feel each other in loving embrace?

Or are the lies people say about you too strong?

So thick not even the knife of truth can cut through its width?

The pain in my heart is your absence that will never heal.

As I cry out your name with agony knowing you will never come back,

No matter how long I desire to be with you again.

Yet, your pain is greater than mine.

Unable to be with me as I comfort you.

Unable to be with you as you comfort me.

We two lovers separated from each other by an endless void.

That stretches far beyond our own limits.

Knowing there is no end.

To both our distance and our pain.

As our two hearts break as one.

How I long to be with you again.

To touch you and to love you like we used to.

As I long for you to be with me again,

To touch me and love me like you used to.

To be as one together as lovers.

Like old times before our fall.

I gaze upward at the light above

Calling out to the heavenly sovereign above

Only to hear nothing reverbing back to me.

My pained voice weeping to the wind.

Longing for your return.