You know how you get a feeling

When someone’s lying to you.

But you keep making up excuses

Telling yourself its not true.

You convince yourself nothing happened

No matter what you feel

Just close your eyes and pretend

There was nothing to conceal

But in your heart you know

That you have been betrayed

That nothing that he told you

Was as simple as it was portrayed

You keep beating yourself up

With an ugly mental assault

Lost and wondering why

Convinced it was your fault

Trying to figure out

Just what was incomplete

To make him turn away

To make him want to cheat