bewildered by life
im left with only cries
so much shit has happened in my life
and im not going to lie
i’ve had times where i wanted to die
the acceptance of myself took a long time
the cuts on my arms and legs have begun to fade
luckily all the pills i took didn’t take my life
god must have saved me everytime
he knew i had a reason so he kept me alive
time passed slowly in the beginning
but when i started to get better time went faster
im now a mother to my beautiful daughter
i only wish i was still with her father
maybe god has a reason for this in this moment of time
i was bewildered by life
was left only with cries
the shit i have in my life isnt as bad as before
and im not going to lie
im glad i don’t have times where i want to die anymore