Under the exterior I’m torn and bleeding,
But from the outside you’d never see it,
You’d never guess I cry myself to sleep,
I dug this grave for myself,
& I’m far to weak to climb out by myself,
I tried and tried to keep us working,
But when only one gives the effort,
The relationship for sure failed,
I’m sorry such time of yours was wasted,
I wish i was able to take you back as my own,
But you got to do whats best for you,
Chase those girls you been dying to get,
& I’ll put on the front no-one can see through,
I’ll let the pain release with my blood,
It escapes with the beads on my skin,
& even if its just a temporary relief,
I can stop crying for a moment and breathe.

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