Blessing or a Curse: Regret

If i gave my heart

is it a blessing

or a devastating start

of the heartbreaking curse, depressing?

If I gave the mountain

of my world to you

would it cause more pain

for me or for you?

Hesitant as I am, is it

certain as my foolishness and folly

feels like i’ve been critically hit

my tears run profusely

Now I ask, if i’ve not met you

would it be a blessing

for me to have not met and felt love for you with feelings oh so true

or is this a horrific curse that i’d have to deal