Desire starting to spread around me,
for I will always love you.
Hoping things would get easier for me,
but knowing that it is no longer true.

Wanting to forget about everything,
but knowing it will only bring me to tears.
Trying to keep the way I feel bottled,
for he took away all of my fears.

Showing you how I truly act,
but you no longer think of me.
Pain swelling around my heart,
but you will never be able to see.

Your face appearing in my dreams,
while I no longer want to think.
Not wanting to miss any time with you,
so I hope to no longer blink.

Feeling strange as the days go by,
for you are no longer in my life.
Still loving you for so long,
but I no longer want to be your wife.

Knowing that you were going to hurt me,
while you were just playing with my heart.
Holding in all the pain and anger I feel,
for you never wanted me from the start.

Blocking my heart on every side,
but there is still so much pain.
Everything slowlt starting to sink in,
for there is nothing left for me to regain.

Wanting to make everything better,
but realizing it cannot be replaced.
Staying there for you when you needed me,
only wishing I could soon see your face.