It is  Christmas.

No one to talk long hours

All time spared is limited

A hi and 2 lines maybe enough

Enough in your part

But mine it will never be

You are never getting me

I need also affection

As much as attention

I know you can never spare these

I don’t know how you can prove

That i am important to you

Because i really can’t feel it

Where is that ?

I Know they weighed heavier 

And i weighed less

That i always refused to accept

Fool as i am living in denial

This is so because i valued you

More than anything

I made you my world

Bigger than my world

But am not sure 

If am part of your world

If i have occupied even a small part

Might be this is my fate

Or it is me who made it as my fate

Christmas is hard since you are not here

So lonely and empty ,so blue

I know somebody needs you more

Someone has the right over that Christmas

Am sure it is not me

And it will never be me..its okay

What to do if Christmas is blue

Have a blue Christmas …