Why is it so hard to let go of what you know

But so easy to grasp what you think you know

Why does the truth you’ve known for so long slowly shows itself as a lie

And why is it so hard for for me to make my tears and emotions let me cry

I wanna change and feel free but I know I can’t do it with only me

Why did the love I felt for my partner have to be so evil

i was wrapped up in hell’s calculation of you and me as an abomination

So again I ask why

Why is it so hard to let go of what you know is wrong

And why do we try to act grown and sing our own song

I was so confused and torn between truth and my truth

When I found out it was a lie all i wanted to was die

To turn into a big ball and roll away from this truth that is now a lie

So again I ask why

Why Lord why me

Why must this immorality haunt and torture me

All I want is to be whole and complete in you

So tell me my Lord what do I do

Now I’m leaving it in your hands to do what you please

Lord I’m a willing vessel all i want want to do is come before your glory

Lord my Lord I wanna die to myself and be so holy

Worshipping you with my whole heart

Only you deserve all the power honor and glory

So fill me Lord because all I’m going to do is live for you and you alone

I love you Lord cause your the holy one

Its through you that I live and for you that I did

So my beautiful sovereign Lord

I no longer ask why