On this note of re-read

I actually hold you near

Your breath still close 

I can feel your tears

I have no drum to beat

My tune has gone away

I’m still hanging on your word

Your face I still can see

And a tear streaks down

In real time you’re  miles away

Your tears are non existent

As your breath breathes ice

No tears from yesteryear

I never saw you there

Words of bleeping fairies

I really hold you here

Pulse beat here

Still falling for your word

I’m drowning in tears