I sit here, living and breathing; dying

Lonely and shattered, but trying

Pity me for crying… shamefully, 

Tempted, I am to leave

Never, nor will it ever be

Without you; without me,

Rain without spring

Autumn without leaves

Colorless trees; ten feet high,

What is seen?

A cloudless sky with no sun left to shine

Looking up at the ground and what do I find?

Your eyes…

But is it too late?

So much of you to love,

Yet, so much of you to hate

Could this be my destiny?

No… life’s not always what it seems

My tears paved a way to an intoxicating dream

Happiness; a deceitful fantasy…