I cannot smoke, I cannot drink.
I must eat well , I have to think…
of all the things I cannot do
this list goes on, i have no clue.
To pee or puke , tis all the same,
all thanks to “mother natures” game!
I wonder when it all will end,
and will my body begin to mend.
I dread the fat, I dread the pain.
I know i’ll never be the same.
I cannot be the girl i knew,
and all because of wanting you.