I’m ready to die

I cannot grow

Life is a lie

Not a show

I’ve lived it out

Only to see

Shame and doubt

Have been placed in me

I gave it a chance

I gave it a try

But my stance

Will never die

And it’s not my fault

I don’t want to live

My life’s at a hault

There is nothing to give

But you know how to take

Like a selfish child

I’m about to break

You’ve made me defiled

You’ve turned me into this

You’ve made me weak

By taking a piss

On my lucky streak

I’m not trying to cheat

I just know when to admit defeat