In a drop of a pin so is the switch

When events change in a blink

Pictures kaleidoscope in a glitch

Shift mentality as I still think

All in a simple flow of fate

The same tide with a new mask

The throw remains accurate

With this chameleon like task

Dead weight centre is exposed

Still surface for a rotten core

What a heavy burden I composed

Until there is nothing in store

Crumbling around my feet

The hollowness a betrayal

Thought it was fine and sweet

Now understand the bitter portrayal

Faint echoes and silence clash

Irritate deep in this atmosphere

Realising the trash I smash

Hoping to go far anywhere

Pointing to the sky at night

Looking for a dashing spark

Wishing for a shining so bright

As my heart is gripped in the dark

Losing when I am supposed to win

Carries the curse of the deepest pain

Waste energy to rise up to begin

Again but now drown in the rain

For this is it a point so deep

Scratching and clawing for what I get

Destroy the heap in my sleep

Fight so hard not to drown in regret.