If you were here I wouldn’t be so tormented.
I guess I’ll never know if you meant it.
I wanted to break away from something I felt I lost.
But my heart must have over looked something…. the cost.
I tried to make my self happy thinking I’d never find anyone better.
But I’m such a fucking puss I’m writing a nameless letter.
Seeing that you will never know how I feel,
makes this all seem way too real.
I wanted to run to you.
I didn’t know what I could do?
There were so many thoughts in my head when I heard.
I couldn’t help thinking why the fuck would you do this?
All night my stomach only turned.
I just layed and though of all the things I’d miss.
P.S. Unfortunately I still love you.