I went to visit your grave on christmas eve

this is the place where I just had to grieve

my heart aches to bring you home

on our way home together we can roam

across the heath and share christmas yet once again

just as we always did, before the separation and the pain

the lights of santa beaming out across the road

oh how I wish he could take away my heavy load

my first christmas without you here

I will always hold you close in my heart my dear

crisp brown leaves covering the earth above you

you know my heart will always be true

I look up to the heavens in the starlit sky

oh why did you have to die?