Pushy

My words say

But look at what you ask me everyday

Girlfriend

Not necessary

But something to make me a little less leary

Sex

What you desire

But I just can’t give it up this hour

Love

Making-not your phrase

But it is exactly what I crave

Jesus

Pleasing-my desired goal

But hard to reach when lust grabs ahold

All

In the end

But God’s strength, He must lend.

If this battle, he even hopes for me to attempt to win.

Ripped apart by prayer

Hoping you will be able to stay far from sin’s lair

Your will or God’s, which way will you go?

Be careful I pray which choice you make this day.

Serve only one master.

Remember which was leads to disaster.

Because the bible says you reap what you sow.

Maybe I care too much.

I can’t help it–God’s touch.

Daily I pray for you.

For both of us too

It’s hard to see past today.

Because I know the Lord will have his mighty way.

Please don’t misunderstand.

I know God knows better than any man.

I knew we had to take the break.

Deep down I know it was not a mistake.

Doesn’t make it easier, tougher on us as woman and man

But I truly must know where you stand

Hoping you call any way

I know it won’t be today.

Pressure I feel

Even though I hope it’s not revealed

I could be with another man tonight,

But for some reason I keep wondering if you’re all right.

With another girl?

Honestly, the thought of it makes me want to hurl.

Do you wonder where I am tonight?

or have you been blinded by lust, another woman in your sight?

A better fit placed together by prayer,

Yet in the beginning we were unaware.

Even after, you didn’t care.

Why did you even ask for the prayer?

God gives. He takes away.

Do you really think He’ll just allow me to stay?

I could pray for Him to free me of you.

But for some reason my lips aren’t able to move.

What am I so attracted by?

Your knowledge of God’s word, body, or how my body perfectly fits by your side?

Still strattling the fence post? I guess you are.

Do you not see me as a shining star?

Someone to help guide you on God’s way.

If His words you’ll just heed and obey.

Would you really have changed what I asked?

Do you think deep down you could last?

I know deep down neither of us could,

But with god’s strength we definitely would.

Impossibility you might say.

Well I dare you-you son of a gun

Just begin to pray

My Lord works in miracles you see.

Impossibilities He makes them be.