I hide from myself hidden withdrawn shadowed with fear from any and all that can hear. I sit immobilized outcast by life around me by my own making, for all that I long for is to be left alone. I see those around me I hear what they say, but no one will listen when I ask them to go away.

I need time away to learn and heal, but I keep myself trapped unable to leave and simply live year by year. I’m wasting away from the confines of my hazardous mind, but I’ve gotten to use to it’s confines that for the chance to flee it I ran out of time.

Then I found you or maybe you found me either way, you tore down the walls that I thought was there to stay. Maybe you were here all along but in the confines of my mind I wasn’t letting you through. I see you from time to time in my dreams and in my mind, never in the light of day and not even all the time.

I’m trying to still learn while I continue to heal, but now thanks to you I’m no longer trapped within the confines of my mind.