You ask me what I feel,

What if I don’t know?

I am not sure about life,

Let alone the tears I cry at night.

Wasn’t it enough,

All the things I have done.

To be in the dark,

Feeling all alone.

Listening to my wild thoughts,

How I wanted them to end?

Even in my darkest hours,

Are you still my friend?

I wonder about it,

As I look up at the sky.

Considered all I have been through,

Thanks to the hell of so called life.

To take  a bow and end the show,

Is something I long to do.

Even if I did,

I would miss…

All that I grown close to.

Listen to my heart,

Listen to my mind.

Broken dreams,

A shatter heart.

Tear my wold apart.

Don’t listen to my foolish voice,

Or my broken thoughts.

Look me in the eyes,

Hold me in your arms.

I tried to push away my thoughts,

But enough is enough.

It haunts me like a bad dream,

Never easing up.

Take a breath.

A step back.

Wiping away my tears.

I continue on with my life.

Forgetting all that have caused me so much.