Do you ever just get a sense of calmness
a sense of complete tranquil and still peace

my roommates just got in a big fight
and the air is tense
I’ll admit, it was getting to this point
I’ve been in tense situations before
and i mean major ones
often i was in the crossfire
but now, i feel like i’ve never felt before
real calm
is it because i’ve had numerous experiences where situations have been tense
who knows

it’s calm
real calm right now
I feel hurt that they had to undergo that
I wish it didn’t happen
but i’m not picking sides
in the past i did
but now i feel the natural need to just observe
in quiet

is this part of growing up
what is growing up?
I feel it best to say the mind is just growing
maybe wiser is a better term
getting old is so negative
wiser…..i ilke that