time seemed like a reverse
and I can only laugh with blood coming out of my mouth
you always said that I was you and you are me
but you never care about my bloody tears
and you always have fun behind me

everyone know if I was your doll or rather I was your clown
but I do not feel it is important to
you make me do stupid things to make you laugh every day
until I was whimpering in pain as all the hypocrisy that began to poison

hit and torn the empty spaces that alienate me
and I never found a place to shout
trying to get rid of all my bad thoughts about you
that was left was a sense of disappointment that has blossomed

I look like a loser
locked myself in a dark room
hear songs about disappointment and hurt
and I dissolved in a sad song that I wrote just for you
and I hope you’re willing to listen