I came into your parlor, I took you up on your dare.
I gambled with my life and I didn’t even care.
You had me were you wanted me, This now I see.
A user and abuser and you didn’t even care about me.
I talked about you always every day and every week.
And if I didn’t have you I got shaky in the knee’s .
I was your little puppet dangling from a string.
With a bell wrapped around my neck you just gave it a
little ring.
Crystal she was calling: I hear her in my head.
And if I didn’t have her I just stayed here right in bed.
Everybody in my life knows crystal. They know her by
first name.
She is toying with all of our lives, she thinks its just
a game.
She starts out flirting, giving you a little taste.
And before you know it, she’s got you by the waste.
Things around me are making funny noises you see.
All my friends and family says it’s nothing that it
is only me.
People are in the bushes, there are camera’s in the sky,
The heat is all around me, sucking my resources dry.
I ignore all the signs, that they are coming and
getting closer everyday.
But I am just ignoring them, because I still want to
play.
She lets me catch her once in awhile, I throw her in
my glass.
I smoke her while I have her. but it don’t ever last.
So I go back to your parlor, knowing you might be
there.
I will sit here for hours, I will even sit in your chair.
The day finally came when I caught you indifferent.
So I told myself but it was you consuming the rest of
me.
Now I own the parlor and the seat is all for me.
So if you want crystal you will have to come
chasing after me.
Very few people get her, or get to sit in my chair.
It wasn’t because I was greedy, greedy is one thing
I am not. But Johny was still out there and it made
me very scared.
But the fear of him would come and go to my parlor I
would come.
I am here to awaken crystal, to bad its not enough
for everyone.
Driving home that evening, head lights in display.
Not knowing it was Johny he followed me all the way.
Backed into my driveway, red and blue lights appeared
before my eye’s.
Get out of your truck and don’t move until my help
arrives.
He found what was left of crystal.
What a shame it was for me.
He asked me for some names, names for what I plead.
So thats the way you want it, playing stupid ” hey
good luck”
Because we found this I can see whats in your truck.
My heart starts pumping, my head starts to get cloudy.
my hands start to shake.
Blood rushes through my veins I thought I was going to
faint.
He found my secret parlor. Crystal is leaving me.
Johny says ” you won’t being needing her no more” as the
hand cuffs came off his belt.
Turn around you know what to do. as he cuffed me this I
felt.
Watching them pull out my parlor one bag at a time.
I knew were I was going because of this awful crime.
The beginning of the end for me my friends, red, black, and
ephedrine. That will never get the chance to blend.
Now I have to worry about what is going to happen to me.
But it is all for the good because crystal won’t be controlling
me.
Rehab here I come, I am coming wait and see.
Because all of this trouble, its the only thing for me.
Help is what I am needing, needing yes in deed.
Because 30 years of my life it has been crystal and me.
I know its not going to be hard and not that easy.
But deep down in my heart I know this is what I need.
And if you are my friend you won’t come pushing it on me.