I have so many words that  I can’t  say to you  when I look in your eyes,maybe some day I will be able to say all the feelings that I have for you ,but I stay with no word  every time when I try to tell you ,
you probably  passed the border of my heart  ,you discovered a hidden place in my heart  you opened a wound  and went away from me,I cryed In pain cuz I losted you
will be the same my life without  you  once,and even If I try  that will be when me life will reach the death, when I will slack from this  damn world
  I   realized that you was the only precious thing in my life  I  repent  that I let you go without any fight to hold you  near me  ,sometimes I imagine my life in future how would be with you
To tell you the true I saw completely different future  a lot with  imagination  you and me happy forever  and totally diferent   life from this  life that I live  with someone else that I don’t love her  every time when she talks to me  I remember all you r words , hugs ,caress but mostly I remember you r kisses that I still  feel like they are in my lips .
 Sometimes I Confess  the best would  be  If I never have  seen you ,cuz ,only pain  I bring you ,I accept that from my side  I was selfish  I know that this is my qualitative  weak  ,probably  I never would improve, I know that y still want me as I do  I still remember like I am near you  I feel th same for you  maybe one day out roads will cross  I ll pretend that I don’t know  only to not hurt you more  cuz my love for you is a cursed love  and only pain I make  when ever  I go  ,what ever I  touch  what ever I see  only the death cant stop this curse  that I extend.