Damn how did i get myself in this position

losing my friends and close ones trust was never my intentions

but when they needed my trust my promises became up missin

maybe i was tired of the suggestions and the bitchin

maybe i was never made to graduate school

smoke and drink all day cause what else is their to do

sittin here cryin as i grip tight to my bible

thinkin if ill be man enough to change my ways for this child

damn im jus dan not perfect

empty inside call me the lonely man

loaded shotgun to the brain … clueless on how to play the game (life)