As I came through the white misty cloud and fog, walking downhill not being able to see where I was going.

Next step seems to help me see things more clearly..

every step the view started to clear up.

Like the rain clouds disappearing after throwing down maddening rainstorm and the sun slowly appears to clear up the skies.

I was motivated to start dancing the happy dance.

The floor was white, I had a white dress on, everything seems so clean and clear.

Feeling the euphoria and happiness.

I swirl and spin around and around…

deliriously happy.

Just happy as I can be.

As if I was released from all the negative things that life throws at me.

All the sins were lifted up…

then suddenly I looked up to see what the glimpse caught my eye,

still swirling and dancing with no fear.

Here comes this dark figure, closer and closer,

the closer the figure got to me the more happier I became!

This figure was Satan…

yes the spawn of hell…

trying to ruin my moment.

I just laughed as he pointed at me and I grabbed his hand and made…

him dance with me.

Swirling and spinning with glee and happiness…

not one inkling of fear was there.

I held onto his other hand and danced harder and wanted to embrace Satan.

As he tried to let me go but I could not let him go, and made him spin with me more.

He suddenly vanished into thin air….

like from solid ice to vapor of white cloud in front of me.

I could not stop dancing and I was even more happier than ever I could be…

Written: August 2000