Here I am again, living in what they call sin.

Washing my hands with holy water and watching my skin burn off.

Lying in water holding my breath not wanting to come up,

trying to escape the reality of a dark and empty love.

I feel like I am torn apart.

Put in a box my limbs on the floor.

My soul drained from my lifeless veins,

while my heart cant pump no more.

I am lying curled up in bed, tears of sadness roll off my head.

Thinking about our life as it is.

Feeling the pain that lead me to this.

All I want is to be excepted

All I want is to be understood

I want to feel the infinity of love

I want to feel strong and to rise above