Death, crying, loss, hurt, sorrow, little boy, four, years, old. died. grief.

 Grieving for Gerrin

Leave me alone; I want to go home;

I weep and cry, and groan.  I am home

But,  so forlorn.

Don’t go away, please stay

No place to run dust motes

swirling, twirling in afternoon sun.

Work and play from break of day

To going down of sun.

Death knocked on the door

Still life goes on. 

Baby brother has no other

To play with now at home;

Rock a bye; Amazing Grace

Don’t you cry,  Gerrin Boy

Tears streaming down my face

The world tilted and spun out of control

It threw me down a deep dark hole.

Be strong, be brave, inside I scream and rave.

Dandelion bright yellow gone

To seed, blown away on harsh winds

Ears straining , Eyes searching for little man.

Childish laughter, siblings playing with his tractors

in the dirt and the sand;  Sisters busy, throwing tizzy

Leave baby brother alone. 

I am broken, brittle, want to cry

I am aching, seeking a million questions, WHY?

The years ahead stretch empty and bleak

All the stars gone from the sky

Why did our grandson only four have to die?

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  • Cynthia Bartlett on Sep 7, 2009

    Condolences for your loss.

  • Poetic Angel on Sep 7, 2009

    Heartbreaking and sad. My heart goes out to you and your family. Your grandson was a handsome little guy. Writing may help you deal with the loss and remember the good times that you had with him.

  • teddybear55 on Sep 7, 2009

    I feel your pain and I am terribly sorry for your loss. Yes, writing will help ease some of your pain. It is a great release. He was such a cute little guy. I will keep you in my prayers.

  • Lily River on Sep 7, 2009

    May God grant you peace and comfort as time goes on. Your “Gerrin Boy” was handsome. I am certain that God will help you through this and flood your heart with happy memories.

  • MountainNana on Sep 7, 2009

    Thank you, writing does help some. It is an outlet for my grief. Losing him is the worst pain we have ever experinced in our lives. I hate going to sleep when I am able to sleep. I hate being up and hate knowing he won’t ask me for cookies or licorace or to go on a walk. Seeing dandelions makes me weep. We do have his sisters and baby brother and hold them close and love them a lot. It is hard singing the lullaby songs to his baby brother who is now 16 months old. Andrey misses his big fun, kind loving brother and tries to get him out of computer and points to the sky and says bye bye, Ger Ger. We are all feeling broken and jaded and brittle but we keep doing because it is all we can do.

  • DulceCorazon on Sep 8, 2009

    Just to let you know, you and your family will be in my prayers today. Very sorry about your loss.

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