Remembering all the lies you once told me,
Now knowing nothing was ever true.
Holding in everything you once did,
but that will never change the way I feel for you.

Praying my life will soon return to normal,
while knowing I have to put up a fight.
Wanting to move on with someone new,
but you cloud my dreams at night.

My life is now one big mess,
but that will never unbreak my heart.
Wanting you to be with me at all times,
knowing you never felt that way from the start.

Trying to forget about what we had,
but I cannot forget about the lying.
Realizing he never loved me,
and I can no longer stop crying.

Wanting to spend the rest of my life with you,
while unsure of what was truly real.
Hoping I can forget your face,
and soon forget about your face.