Why am I trying to intensify the one thing that I denied.

 I said it couldn’t happen but it should happen

 It was right, everything, it was right

 It might not have been directly in site

 But as night falls, the darkness settles

 The dreadfulness sets in

      and it doesn’t mind letting me win.

 The fight is not hard nor long

       but the decision to do so is wrong

 I feel warped in a vertex, my

       feelings are misleading even to me

 No one knows what it should be

 All I know is that it was left up to me